The Magic Didn't Hide. You Just Stopped Looking.
Hey friends,
Do you remember being a kid who didn't want to go to sleep? Not because you were stubborn, but because the world was too exciting to leave. There was always one more thing to explore, one more world to build.
I was that kid. I'd spend hours building entire universes out of Power Rangers figures, soft toys, cars, and bricks. Then LEGO came along and changed everything. Suddenly every brick felt like a gate into a new level of a world I'd made myself. I lived inside those worlds for hours.
When did that feeling leave?
For a long time as an adult, it felt like the magic of the world had gone into hiding. I'd look around and just... not feel it anymore. And for someone whose whole life is built on creativity, that's a scary thing to admit.
The truth I landed on a few months ago is harder than "the magic is gone." It was never hiding from me. I had simply stopped looking for it.
I was obsessed with rushing from one task to the next, ticking things off a list. My to-do list was full of creative projects, and I kept wondering: why don't I feel inspired? Turns out I'd left no room anywhere to just be curious. No space between tasks to follow a "what if."
Trading the plan for curiosity
So I changed how I make music. I stopped opening a session thinking "I'm going to write a melodic track at 122 bpm, Moog lead, 808 drums, exactly 4:23 long." (Slightly exaggerated, but you get the point.)
Instead I started exploring my gear with no genre and no end result in mind. Just leaning into sounds that create a vibe. Whenever the thought "I wonder what happens if I do this?" shows up, I try to actually go for it.
That's the whole jam in this episode. I wondered what would happen if I played different chords as arpeggios on the Moog Mother-32, ran them through the Microcosm's Haze algorithm and into the Meris Mercury X. What if I played the fifth of each chord an octave higher on the Push 3? What if I opened the filter more and stretched the decay? Each little question was a gateway, and I walked through it.
Some gateways are boss rooms
A few of those gateways are riskier — detuning a synth, bringing in a hard-to-control effect, playing notes out of key. They're like boss rooms in a video game. Scary to enter, but the reward can be high. I stayed away from the dangerous ones this time. Maybe next episode I'll be braver.
Here's the part I keep coming back to: curiosity isn't just for music. There's a practice called mindful observation — you take something mundane like a coffee mug or your own hands and look at it like a child seeing it for the first time. Or the simpler version: that little bookshop or ivy-covered café you always walk past? Next time, go in. You'll only find the magic if you follow the curiosity.
What's one thing you've been walking past lately? Maybe this week is the week you go in.
Stay creative, Milan
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